If ever there was a time in my life that I just wanted to run away and not face it, it's now. So much drama!!! Two things I do not like and can not tolerate are drama and lies, and right now there is an abundance of both in my life.
I try to be a good person, a loving family member and go with what my heart knows is right. So why do I get put in the middle of everyone else's stuff? Is it because I don't stand my ground enough? I don't call people out on their lies? I'm too passive and want to please everyone? I'm not sure of the answer to these things right now.
Maybe I will be able to change on my path to self discovery. Grow a backbone, stand up for me, my values and what I know is right. I don't like to see people in my life upset so I hold it all in, then I'm the one who pays. Is it selfish of me to want to stand up for me and put other things in perspective even if someone gets hurt by the honest truth?
So the journey to self discovery continues! But in the meantime...CALGON!!!!
